Wordless Wednesday #3

Final sem 2 exam

The semester exam had just started this morning. 

With Economics as the first subject. 

Alhamdulillah done for today. 

Next, Malay as well as Biology P1 and P2 :)

Will be followed by English P2, Math, Agama, 

Chem P1, Chem P2 and

last but not least,

English P1.

p/s: I don't have much time to update this blog. 

Very busy right now. 

So many things to settle.

Wish me luck.

Thanks for reading. Toodles !

Intan's homecoming

Last week we celebrated Intan for her achievement in getting the Allianze scholarship, pursuing in medic. It was a little bit sad to lose one of your classmates but it was for her own good. It was her ambition to become a doctor, pediatrician to be exact. Moreover, her room is next to mine. She left.

Then, we got a message that she will be coming back to KMS. Like seriously? Yes! We waited and waited that Friday, but to no avail. No sign of Intan coming back to KMS.

On Sunday evening, I was decorating my board, with Tiha's help, and there were loud knocks at my room's door. Guess what? Yes! The long awaited Intan was standing,  smiling sweetly as usual in front of us.

welcome back Intan!

Not only that, she also brought something along with her.

What are inside :)

For the boys

It's good to have you back with us Intan. You can still be a doctor. Strive for 40 points and above for IB final examination. The Director himself already told you that he will help you if you manage to achieve that, right? Don't worry, we are always by your side. Most importantly, Allah is always there for you :)

Curious on why she reject the Allianze scholarship and came back to join us?

Well, this is the answer when we asked her.

"Bila tanya orang kat sana, baru tahu Allianze ni bank konvesional. Maknanya, kemungkinan ada berlaku riba' di situ. Kita tak pasti. Intan tak nak belajar dalam keadaan syubhah. Tak nak enam tahun belajar medik guna duit riba'.  Intan nak keberkatan tu."

Ya Allah, Engkau permudahkanlah jalan kepada sahabatku ini untuk menjadi seorang doktor yang beriman kepada-Mu. Amin.

:')

unplanned day out

It was during the COM class this morning that Wan asked me whether I would like to follow her to Jaya Jusco in Seremban 2 that evening.

Yeah, sure. It had been long time ago since I set my foot there.

So we went there - 4 of la classmates - la me, Wan, Huda and Puteri.

I told A'isyah that we won't be long, just to search for Wan's EE subject. I mean, the chillies seeds. No eating outside.

First and foremost, bank cheque-in Huda's cheques since we've got them already. She asked me to teach her but it was all done before I could fulfill her request. Sorry Huda :x And then, we came out with this - Wan the married sister, Puteri the engaged sister, me the single-and-available-but-not-suitable-to-marry-yet sister and Huda the high school sister.

Went around the JJ to buy things that we had to buy. Before that, we had to pass through the restaurants avenue where Wan said, "Manhattan Fish Market, I'm serious". So, finished up our shopping and walked into that particular restaurant. It was Puteri's and my first time ever entering Manhattan Fish Market Restaurant. I didn't care what you want to say, but seriously, yeah, I seldom eat at place like that. Sometimes can be accepted.

Huda && Wan the regular customers

There and then, we decided to go for food hunting ! Sounds ridiculous but unplanned activities sometimes turned out very well. Perfoming our solat and then Huda and I were innocently trying out some eyewears.

I''m being all purple here :x

And we continue our journey to The Chicken Rice Shop. Oh, it's dinner time :) as well as story sharing session. And one great idea popped out, the class logbook. Hihi.

Wan's 3 layered tea

At last, going back to college. Yayy. But wait, where was this uncle heading? The petrol pump, to refill his cab's gas. My, we were scared because being left inside the cab while the gas running below us, *gulp* I could even feel it flowing down there. Scary enough.

Reached hostel around 7.30 pm, half an hour late from the curfew but it's okay. Not that late and walked to my room. When I entered my room,

A'ISYAH WAS SITTING ON HER BED

*gulp. die. die. I'm dead*

Grinning like a stupid person, putting my bag on the bed innocently.

*breathe in, breathe out*

And she opened her mouth,

"BARU BALIK? PERGI MANA LAMA SANGAT? BELI POKOK JE KATA.... OHH... KENAPA LAMBAT SANGAT BALIK?"

I was like, err, "Tadi pergi makan kat.."

"OHH, TAK MAKAN2, BELI POKOK JE...."

Whoaaaaa, A'isyah, since when did you become this sarcastic? 9gag surely influenced you a lot ! I won't let you read them after this. Seriously. Muahahahahaha.

All in all, thanks to the three of them for making my day :) Next time we should invite the others as well. Hehe.

p/s: I'm not lying about going to buy chillies seeds.

See?

Dear boys

Dear boys,
before you jump into any conclusion,
please 'investigate' first.

Have you ever wonder how much effort that a girl from all girls school have to put in order to talk with you?

Have you ever wonder how many boys that she really talk to?

Have you ever wonder why is she talking to you in the first place?

Have you ever wonder why is she being so nice to you?

Living and studying in all girls school for five years making me a bit very awkward with them, boys. I didn't really talked with boys back then, wait, I mean, I didn't encounter any activity that needs me to communicate with boys during that time. It was all done by girls. Not until I was in form 3, whereby I went to a camp but that's it. Maybe I did contact with one or two of them, but just contacting so that the friendship built will remain. Being an upper form student, I can count how many male friends I actually gain during my stay in boarding school. I mean here is that, male friends that I can really talk to and contact comfortably is only *wait, counting* that guy, this guy, hmm, 5 altogether. See?

When I'm in the college, I feel that I can die due to a very high degree of fright towards boys. Yes, I admit that. Boys somehow are very scary, in my perception. They're much different from the boys I knew when I was still a little girl, not knowing the world. Maybe, I developed androphobia? Slightly I can say. Once, I took my food and ate at the WISPI instead of the dining hall because I was too afraid to eat there. There were lot of boys as compared to girls at that time. The ratio. I even hope that there will be all girls college somewhere in here.

I am trying my best, gathering all my might so that I can talk with you boys since you're my batch mates. Know what, I think that it will be a waste not knowing my batch mates, maybe I was in a boarding school before where we really treasure each other in our batch. But, not all of the boys I have talked to. Only few of them. Even in the IB programme itself, the boys I can have this conversation are my classmates, and some from other classes. So dear boys in my class, I can be very talkactive with you guys because I find it is very comfortable. Even the A-Level students, there are only a few of them that I can really speak with. Not that much. The rest of them? Never talk with. Oh please, I also didn't talk with the male seniors at all.

While walking to the college from the hostel, I always wish that the girls should be given some other path, differently from the boys. I just hate to encounter them from the opposite way or having them walking behind me. Even after a year. When this happens, I always throw my gaze on the other side, or at least, looking to the ground. Somehow, certain my male batchmate told me that I should smile if I met them rather than looking to the ground. Know what, I can't read their mind. What if I smile at you guys, and you will be thinking I am having crush on you? Seriously, I don't want that to happen. It's better for me to prevent rather than starting the rumors. In the Holy Quran also teaches us to lower our gaze.

I'm being very nice to you guys not because I'm having hidden agenda or what so ever. It just, I think that you deserve to be treated nicely. About teasing the other girls, and not teasing me. I'm very glad about that. It's really uncomfortable you know? To be teased by boys. Constantly. I pity those girls. When I tried to back up, you said that I am being jealous, my my, where did you get this philosophy? Bunch of thanks for not teasing me, making my life more relax and wonderful, happy all day long :) Furthermore, talking and having conversation as well as enjoying not-so-center-brain-time with you guys doesn't mean that I'm trying to flirt. We're friends after all. Like I said, I gather all my might to do so, in order that the awkward moment will not arise between us, friends of different gender!

So boys, know the girl well first, even you're somehow kinda get along well together, before making any assumption about her. Outside, she's totally different from her inner side. Here, I'm talking about myself. It's okay, I'm not angry, just to make you realize, if and only if you read this post. Cheers!

sincerely,

ilhamnadia